One foot in and one foot out. That is how it has begun to feel the past couple of weeks and now as we round into Spring. One foot is planted firmly in the Yucatán. Our routine, our systems, and our ever-growing knowledge and appreciation for a place are set. It is so set that it feels normal. The other foot, however, is starting to tip-toe and tap towards what we are calling "re-entry" to Iowa. Like we are some sort of agents of space, we have begun preparing mentally and practically for the transition back home. It feels weird, but also wonderful. We still have about 2 and a half months left, which is long, but also short. It is guaranteed to go by quickly. I've never been stellar at transitions, especially when they are of the slow-burn variety. Aversely and slightly strangely, when a big change happens fast, I seem to roll with the punches better. As in much with life, the anticipation of something taking place is either exciting or anxiety-inducing or a strange slurry of both.
So while we wade in the transitional waters of calling here and there home simultaneously we started to feel the pressure of fitting in ALL the things. Planning final playdates and visits with friends, going to that park everyone loves that we've yet to venture to, trying the tacos from "the best place" in town, and fitting in "one last" Biciruta has taken up much mental energy. While it is a privilege to make plans, it is a peaceful release to let things go as they have already been.
The truth is we won't get to experience it all. We aren't supposed to. Constantly planning for the next thing, for me, at least can get in the way of enjoying the now. Perhaps "the last" of things has already happened and that is okay.
Speaking of now, we were able to spend some days sharing Merida with some dear friends from Iowa City who made the trek from Cancun during their spring break. Hai, May, and Tian-Rui's visit came at the perfect time and was the best reminder of what friendship and travel can bring. Their visit was among all the everyday comings and goings of new haircuts, hot walks on the way home from school, and noticing the flowers blooming.
Thanks for reading! It is a joy to share with you our slice of life.
BONUS! Two weekends ago we got to watch a women's softball game as a part of the anniversary celebration of UADY. It was not your ordinary game as the UADY women played Las Amazonas of Yaxunah, a community team who play barefoot and in the traditional Mayan hibil dress. It was so fun to watch such a competitive game with PACKED stands. Watch the video from Pati Jinich (one of my favorite foodies) to learn more!
So much fun to read your posts, Megan! Loved the videos. Hard to believe you're already making plans for your return!